I Haven’t Done this In While…


Hello There.

It’s me.

You’re favorite ginchy person.

I haven’t written in a while, I mean, besides yesterday, but I’ve come up with a series of ideas, and I’m trying to get my life on track. Something I haven’t done this in a while.

A To-Do list, of things I want to do before I become a legal adult.

That’s right, in roughly one month, I will be entering my final year of adolenscence. I AM HAVING FEELINGS.

I think, in particular for me, I had a rough childhood, and I was honestly scared I was going to make it without messing up. (I had supportive family members, but the usual child hormones and weird family drama really played on me).

That being said; a list of things I want to do before I become a legal adult.


  1.  I want to send a book into an Agent-and see if I can’t start down the road to a published book. I’ve been saying it for years, but now I’m really feeling the crunch time.

2. I want to hike two mountains. Why two? Because we have two major mountains where I live, and I’ll be darned if I’m going to pass them buy before I go off to college.

3) Reach 500 followers. I want to reach five hundred followers-but when I say that, five hundred followers all active. I want to reach people, and so help me, I will.

4) Get sponsored here on WordPress. So help me, I will become a business blogger for even a short period of time.

5) Do a day trip with my mom. She’s my best friend, and before I go to college, I want to do something we’ve never done before.

6) Learn how to draw. Remotely well, I’m not pushing it.

7) Get into voice acting. Seriously, I’m just here to try things and have a good time.

8) Have a few nights out with my dad. I want to spend more time with him. Again, College starts in a year, and I’m suddenly feeling very…emotional? I don’t know, I’m not moving away, but I want to do more then what I usually do.

9) Spend more time with my brother-I want to try and do things with him. Things we’ve both wanted to do before-and some things he’s never considered.

10) Get into shape. Listen, I know I’ve been saying this for a while, but my life’s also been spinning out of control slowly, and I cope with stress by eating. Now that I’m ready to take on the world; I’ve decided that it’s about time I make sure I’ve got a few extra years on my lifespan.

11) Finally decorate my room. I’m here to make it something I want-turn it into a creative space. A place where I can sit down and do things I never thought of before.

12) Start a YouTube channel. And do fairly well too, in regards to making quality content that nobody asked for.

13) Get into my dream college. No spoilers.

14) Do one major thing out of my comfort zone. I still don’t know what yet.

15) Meet someone new.  And become friends.

This list is very…early 2000’s. In those teen movies, where there like, guys-let’s make a list.

For me, and I’ve probably said this a gajillion times, I really don’t want to wait to do things. I want to make a difference in the world-I want to do something crazy.  So, if you’re entering your senior year/final year of being a legal child, what are some of things you want to do? If you’ve pasted your final year of being a legal child-what did you do in your final year? Let me know!



I am Not a Life-Stylist

Okay, it’s time to own up to the honest truth.

I am not a life style blogger (don’t think I won’t keep trying).

I’m a very strange blogger.

I’m the type of blogger that you actually have a hard time describing.

However, because I’m dedicated, I want to explain to both you and I, what I actually attend to accomplish being a lifestyle blogger.

1) Bringing awareness to the cystic acne community. You know, the community that just sits their awkwardly while their friends complain about that one zit problem. Because you get how they feel, but also…I’m just really sensitive, and sometimes, hearing them make remarks and complain about it makes me really, really self-conscious. However, this is also to address that a majority of the beauty-guru lifestylists have fairly decent skin, and there are people out there, who can’t relate. Who need better products that might help more. Which is why I’m here. To be a Guinea Pig for the masses! But also to spread positivity about this, and make it clear that it might suck, but it doesn’t make you any less ginchy looking.

2) To be completely real. Because I try my hardest too be in these posts. All to often I find myself trying to put on a persona for people-someone who’s in a very good place, and sometimes, I’m not. Sometimes things get a little bit harder then usual, and sometimes, it get’s a harder to see God’s plan for me. I want people to see that I’m a very strange, but completely honest and legit person.

3) To address the misfit-Christians. You know, those who have differing beliefs, especially in the lifestyle community-as in, I prefer to bring attention to dressing modest, but in a way that doesn’t just have to be “cutesy” or too “stuffy”. I want to create content that basis around the different areas of the Christian communities response to how you live your life.

4) To share a wellness journey. Two years ago (roughly), I made a post. About a horrible hospital experience, in which I never got completely better, and they never knew what was wrong with me entirely, either. Recently my mom was diagnosed with osteoathritis as well as being so much closer to an actual Rheumatoid Arthritis diagnosis. This was big, because now we know what might be wrong with us. (Which is a story for another time). Long story short, I know I have to begin a journey to a much healthier lifestyle, which is a lot harder then I’d like it too be.

5) To Record these things. Because in ten years now, I want to look back and see how far I’ve come, how well I’ve done. I want to make my mark on history, in so many ways, and I want to do it on every platform available to me.

That concludes todays posts, and now-I must go to bed! What are your thoughts on life style? Do you write life style posts? What are your goals? I’d love to hear!

Stay Ginchy!


2019 Writing Resolutions

HAPPY OFFICIAL FIRST WEEK OF NEW YEARS, FOLK! (Because the new year started on Tuesday, so…) Let’s talk about some writing goals, shall we?

1. 48 Hour Book Challenge

In which Hazi tries to make up for not completing Nano Wrimo for five years, she has decided to write a book in 48 hours. Is it possible, can I do it? Maybe? We’ll see.

2. Complete New Book

So…I’ve been thinkan’…and writing…

Baby we got some stories to tell!

And let me just say, my inner super-hero love is coming through.

3. Write 300,000 words this year

Total, skits, stories, the works, we’re going all out (excluding blog posts). This is going to be quiet a year.

4. Send to books to Agents/Publishers

I am going to become an official author-I’m deterimed to, folks!

5. Complete the Pilot/First five episodes for a MineCraft Roleplay series for YouTube.

Now this seems kind of silly, however, I am not an animator (I have no artistic capabilities outside of being a pain, really), but my brother is into coding/editing computer skills, so this works out well, I can reach a fairly wide platform, whilst honing my writing capabilities.

6. Work on my grammar.

Something I’m not very good at is grammar, which is amusing because when other people have imperfect grammar, I go nuts-I’m just that person.

7. Work on consistency

In my years of writing, consistency had never been a strong point, I can carve out a story, however, it is very distracted in my writing (like real life). This is definitely a skill I want to working on developing.

8. Romance…scenes…

Right…so…I have a confession…

I’m a hopeless romantic.

I have been for years.

Korean Rom-Com’s are fond memories of mine, my mom watched a decent amount when I was little, as well as Pride and Predjudice, and other classics.

Because of these, I love a good sweet romance.

And dramatic ones.

Jane Eyra really gets me giddy, even with it’s dark aura and the weird parts. (Maybe that’s why I’m giddy).

And time to time, I have a tendency to…want a Hallmark relationship, or…a K-Drama relationship.

(However, then I remember that I really enjoy food, and sleeping, and am terrified of people in real life, so my socialization skills are limited to awkwardly apologizing and saying thank you too much).

Anywhozzles, the point is that I love a good romance. I love a good fan drawing of my favorite characters finally together. I hate it when they can’t be together. However, if you want me to write a romance, I become a five year old.

“Are they a couple?”

(I get excited at this).

“Yeah! How’d you know?”

“They’d be so cute together!”

Time to write a kiss scene….

“Silence lingered between them, and before they knew it, they had kissed”.

No fireworks. No magic, no sparkles or symbolic things, they kiss, and then they usually hate each other.

Not to mention I just am a very awkward romance writer.

But awkward NO MORE.

From here-forth Hazi loves to write romance.

And continues to by herself chocolate.


So what are your writing goals this year? Are you excited to start the new year? I would LOVE to hear!

Remember to live your life like the Ginchy story that it is, and don’t feel down, tomorrow’s a new chapter, and climaxes are wild thing!