I’m not dead, and I can finally explain my lack of presence

I have a great deal of things I need to work through, emotions wise. The past two years have really been rough for me, and in response, my creativity has suffered. I’ve lost a lot of interest for things besides lying around sleeping, watching videos, and playing games (being lazy, to be honest, and even those bored me). I had to face a lot of things I’ve bottled up for years, and let beat down on me. It’s taking me a while to build up stamina, and to be honest, I’m having to start a whole new life, if that makes sense. SO, long story short, I have not left, I don’t intend to, it’s just getting back in the saddle, and trying this again. I have big plans for this blog, and definitely want to use it to sharpen my skills, and provide quality content. I’ll see you all next week, stay ginchy, folks!

I’M NOT DEAD, I SWEAR

I am so sorry…

For the lack of Haziness in your life.

Seriously, I swear my lack of presence is credited for.

Starting in June, things started to go downhill, events and emotionally. I had some extended family problems, and adjusting to changes that were hard to accept.

Not to mention I’m a very High strung person, and for a while I lost control of events happening, and that caused anxiety, which gave me even more anxiety because I was anxious and embarrassed about my original anxiety, and needless to say, I was really freaking out.

Of course, being the type of person that I am, I didn’t address or acknowledge it, and until I broke down after my mother was giving me some advice about something (unrelated to my fears completely, and not even insulting), it was actually just saying that I could use some shoe powder or something like that.

The general point is, I have actual reasons for my repeated hiatuses, I’m trying SO hard for post, I’m just stressed, between finishing school, starting college, and my trying to get over some sugar cooking memories, I’ve been a bit…AWOL.

Hopefully, after this weekend (SATs) Hazi WILL be back, and better then ever, because she likes to talk in third person now.

Not really, but I’m working on new content, new ideas, and, a little bit more honesty from yours truly. (I don’t mean that I’m lying, I mean that I try to avoid things).

So until next week, STAY EPIC, and remember to live your life like the ginchy story that it is!

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