I Haven’t Done this In While…

Well,

Hello There.

It’s me.

You’re favorite ginchy person.

I haven’t written in a while, I mean, besides yesterday, but I’ve come up with a series of ideas, and I’m trying to get my life on track. Something I haven’t done this in a while.

A To-Do list, of things I want to do before I become a legal adult.

That’s right, in roughly one month, I will be entering my final year of adolenscence. I AM HAVING FEELINGS.

I think, in particular for me, I had a rough childhood, and I was honestly scared I was going to make it without messing up. (I had supportive family members, but the usual child hormones and weird family drama really played on me).

That being said; a list of things I want to do before I become a legal adult.

 

  1.  I want to send a book into an Agent-and see if I can’t start down the road to a published book. I’ve been saying it for years, but now I’m really feeling the crunch time.

2. I want to hike two mountains. Why two? Because we have two major mountains where I live, and I’ll be darned if I’m going to pass them buy before I go off to college.

3) Reach 500 followers. I want to reach five hundred followers-but when I say that, five hundred followers all active. I want to reach people, and so help me, I will.

4) Get sponsored here on WordPress. So help me, I will become a business blogger for even a short period of time.

5) Do a day trip with my mom. She’s my best friend, and before I go to college, I want to do something we’ve never done before.

6) Learn how to draw. Remotely well, I’m not pushing it.

7) Get into voice acting. Seriously, I’m just here to try things and have a good time.

8) Have a few nights out with my dad. I want to spend more time with him. Again, College starts in a year, and I’m suddenly feeling very…emotional? I don’t know, I’m not moving away, but I want to do more then what I usually do.

9) Spend more time with my brother-I want to try and do things with him. Things we’ve both wanted to do before-and some things he’s never considered.

10) Get into shape. Listen, I know I’ve been saying this for a while, but my life’s also been spinning out of control slowly, and I cope with stress by eating. Now that I’m ready to take on the world; I’ve decided that it’s about time I make sure I’ve got a few extra years on my lifespan.

11) Finally decorate my room. I’m here to make it something I want-turn it into a creative space. A place where I can sit down and do things I never thought of before.

12) Start a YouTube channel. And do fairly well too, in regards to making quality content that nobody asked for.

13) Get into my dream college. No spoilers.

14) Do one major thing out of my comfort zone. I still don’t know what yet.

15) Meet someone new.  And become friends.

This list is very…early 2000’s. In those teen movies, where there like, guys-let’s make a list.

For me, and I’ve probably said this a gajillion times, I really don’t want to wait to do things. I want to make a difference in the world-I want to do something crazy.  So, if you’re entering your senior year/final year of being a legal child, what are some of things you want to do? If you’ve pasted your final year of being a legal child-what did you do in your final year? Let me know!

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November Plans

I have plans, people, Plans.

I have dreams and aspirations.

I knew you before creation.

Sorry, everytime I say aspirations, the words from Toby Mac’s “Irene” gets stuck in my head.

But besides that, I have plans for November, big ones, actually.

1. Start a YouTube Channel

To channel my inner Gamer Girl.

So I can show just how much of a noob I am after all.

This means that I have to…

2. Purchase editing software, a mic, camera, and an eye of newt. (Halloween was last week, sorry).

3. Finishing Writing RTR

One of my stories needs to be completed for editing and publishing, so I must, I must, I must complete my…Book. (Almost gave an awkward Judy Blume reference just then).

4. Do all the college things.

All of the college-thingys. Like, you know preparing to retake the SATs (I am pretty certain my score wasn’t great on the SATs, considering, my math isn’t as strong, and like I said, I’m kinda a high strung ambitious stick in the mud, and anxiety kicked in, and…I was a little too “shoot for the moon”), applying for student aid, and signing up for local college courses.

5. Finishing Shaggy’s story

If you didn’t know, and didn’t read my last post, I talked about writing up all the stories of my brothers Guinea Pig, and publishing it. Cheesy? No, because they are very close to true (SOMEBODY over embellishes a little too much).

6. Clean and Organize my room.

I am a pig.

I eat everything, and make big messes.

I just don’t eat my messes.

Or clean them, and it’s become a problem.

7. Pick out a dress for my favorite self-sacrificial time of the year.

It’s a dance for homeschoolers, and don’t get me wrong, for whatever stupid reason, I have gone every year for the past three years, and put on half my weight eating the food and being miserable, but the simple fact remains, I need a dress so I can look 5/10 compared to how I usually look the other 364-ish days a year.

I’m really a downer about this dance. It might be years of bitter resentment about the lack of break dancing that goes on.

It’s all folk dances.

You seriously can’t tell me that if Jane Austin was around, she wouldn’t be trying to do something out of the ordinary, like pulling a little bit of Lindsey Sterling.

8. Paint my room

I’m like my mother in so many ways. My goal is to paint my room next week.

MOST people, plan.

I’m not, I’m going to get the paint, paint my room, and if I get paint on the floor, well, it was a boring wood color anywhozzles.

9. Get in 15 hours of Driving.

I have nothing clever to say here.

Other then-GOSH DANG IT STUPID MIDNIGHT MOTORCYCLE RACERS ON THE STUPID SUGAR-COOKYING INTERSTATE, I’M TRYING TO WRITE HERE, NOT PLAN MURDERS.

I mean brain washings. I don’t murder.

I get upset when I kill a fly.

10. Purchase my parents Christmas gifts.

Because I’m a responsible adult-ish person, who has a job, and is doing adult-ish things, like considering a subscription to the YMCA (employee discount through work).

And that concludes A month-in-the-plans of Hazi.

Remember to live your life like the ginchy story that it is!

HaziWords

16 things to do for 24 Months

Guess who’s finally sixteen?

Honestly, I was expecting something bizaarly magical to happen, and really the only thing I realized is that I need at least 2,000 dollars for a car.

On the plus side, I’ve been thinking about all the the things I’ve been through growing up, and it’s alot. Not to say I’m a wise sage, but I’ve been through some crap, and I still am.

I also look back at the past sixteen years (as far back to when I was a weird five year old), and realize that, yeah, if I could, I would change something’s, but I can’t, so I’m going to learn from them, and this led me to my special blog post I have:

Sixteen things to do over the next sixteen years.

And then I decided that that was ambitious, and let’s make it my next milestone:

24 Months from now (two years), here’s what I plan to have achieved/accomplished by then.

1. HaziWords becomes life changing.

Not just for myself, but those who read it. When people read HaziWords, I want them to smile, I want them to read something that effects their life for the greater good.

2. Have published/started publishing 2-3 books.

I say two to three because Friday of this coming week marks the day I send out what I hope to be the first book I publish, and I officially begin another book. I’ve heard it’s long, so I figure two books, two years, let’s see what we can do.

3. Start up my Youtube Channel

Don’t do that-the groaning, don’t do that. I have plans-big ones. My brother and I are working on a skit channel (it’s legit really cool), and I want to become established enough that I can turn my writing into shows/movies. I want to use the platforms that I have available to become a story teller, and control where my writing goes, and how it changes the world.

4. Make Money off of HaziWords

I genuinely want to be able to draw in some money from HaziWords, mainly so I can continue to make posts-but give them better quality. This blog is my apology, and even though money isn’t my passion, building a name for this is, and every Business person says the same thing :When you do things, don’t do it for the money, do it for the experience.

5. Develope a more healthy lifestyle.

And by this, I mean physically, because where I volunteer is really, really, a cess pool of stress (And I LOVE it).

I want to become a more healthy eater, lose weight/develope muscle.

I’m pretty sure I can do it, if chocolate doesn’t win me over.

6. Reach five hundred followers on this blog.

Too much? Or is it?

7. Become more Confident Around People.

Remember that volunteer job? I love it. I work with people who are trying to fix their life, and honestly, I can remember something they told me two months back. I can tell you what there kid’s allergic too, their preferred shampoo, when they have a doctor’s appt., I can carry a thirty minute conversation, and it’s no big deal.

Once outside of there, my mind blanks on socialization. I know that it can’t hold me back, so over the next two years, I’m working to overcome that.

8. Stop fretting.

You know regrets and regerts and guilt?

It’s something I really struggle with, and before anybody says that I’m too young, than your wrong.

I have had one too many Pudding Cups back in my day.

9. Write a moving story for Wattpad.

I want a story that moves people, that changes lives, because that’s what I’m about. Why wait for the world to move so I can change it, when I can move the world and change it?

10. Develope a stronger relationship with God.
Honestly, this will always be on my lists.

I’d like to say I’m close with God, and that I’m an ideal Christian, but I am far from it.

11. Overcome my fear of heights.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this, but I’m determined. Maybe I’ll go on a ferris wheel or something. All I know is you know you have a problem when you can’t stand near the railing at a mall.

12. Dye my hair.

Now I know this will happen EXACTLY two years from now, on my birthday, with my dad. It’s gonna be great, we’re both going to go and dye our hair.

13. Better my drawing.

I’ve been saying this for a while, but I really need to perfect my drawing and coding abilities. I want to be able to animate things for my stories, and being able to do that would be great help.

14. Crotchet a Wash Rag

I can actually crotchet, I just get distracted so easily, it might be a problem, but I’m going to work on it.

15. Sew a Skirt

I really, really, want to try sewing/designing my own outfites. I’ve only had one sewing class, but it’s really something I want to work on.

16. Find myself

Between sixth grade and eighth grade, I picked up a “chip on your shoulder” attitude, a type of attitude that was very angry, arrogant, sarcastic (and even though it might now seem like it, in a very hurtful savage way-go ahead, cringe, I said I was savage), and in general, the “tough chic” situation.

When I was fourteen I tried hard to become a very cheerful, care free me.

But it didn’t last long, and I guess what I’m trying to say is, for as long as I can remember, I’ve been impersonating characters in books and movies, because I loved there stories. I don’t think I have ever taken the time to develope myself.

Or maybe these characters I try to play are all apart of me.

Let’s find out.

16. Learn how to link things on this blog.

Like websites. I really am frustratingly clueless on.

And that wraps it up! Thank’s for reading, and make sure you check out Sunday’s Interview!

Remember to live your life like the ginchy story that it is!

HaziWords

FALL RESOLVES

I love fall-it’s really one of my favorite seasons. Everything cools off, and feels comfortable, it’s acceptable to go either long-sleeved, or short-sleeved.

And more importantly, I get a little bit more motivated.

So the point is, that I can never keep up with my resolutions when I make them in January, mainly because Summer comes around, and because mixing heat and sun on top of each other is a terrible idea for me, I become really depressed.

So I’ve decided to make some fall resolution, because we have a quarter of a year left, and we have to make it count, so let’s get into the mess of my resolutions.

1. Reach One Hundred Followers.

Guys, we’re so close, I can almost taste it. I have big plans for that. (Actually I don’t, but I think I can figure something out).

2. Complete Up the Gravel Road on Wattpad.

My baby is growing up-the book reached three hundred reads in a few months, and won second place in a contest. (I have no idea how it did, really it’s horrifying looking at my writing from a few month ago).

3. Complete Real True Royals

TBH, this book is a gem. I love writing this book, and even if noboy else likes it, I’m really proud of it.

4. Start my Youtube Channel

SHHH ISSA SUPAH SECRET PROJECT

5. Enroll in the local community college.

Spring Enrollment is coming, I can smell it.

Actually it was online, but that’s besides the factor.

6. Take my SATS

As if School isn’t stressful enough, colleges want SATS, but whatever it takes.

7. Decorate my room.

These panel walls are making me clausterphobic.

8. Go to a Concert

That’s pretty self-explanitory.

9. Get a Job

So I’m not broke for the rest of my life

10. Overcome my fear of being around people.

And that’s all I have for today, folks! Sorry this isn’t a typical post! I’m trying to get my schedule adjusted back to normal, after staying up twenty-four hours.

I AM SO TIRED.

Until next time, remember to live your life like the ginchy story it is!

HaziWords